Mon: 03-27-06
Making Plans for
Daniel
Story by Nitsuh Abebe
It's the last day of February, half
past six, dark already, cold, insufferably windy. Daniel Johnston has
two things on his mind: He's out of cigarettes, and he's about to get a
ride in a limousine. I'm with Daniel's companions for the night,
gathered in the lobby of a Marriott hotel in midtown Manhattan, and I'm
guessing the rest of us are thinking more about where that limousine's
going to take us-- uptown, to the Whitney Museum of American Art.
Tonight is the preview reception for "Day for Night", their 2006
biennial, and 14 of Daniel's drawings are up there, somewhere, hanging
in two small, neat rows. This is pretty important, as Daniel's aware:
"It's a really big-time art museum," he says. But he's still thinking
more about the cigarettes and the ride. Whenever a large enough livery
car circles the block, he perks up: "Is that really it?" And then I
bother him some more with questions about his art.
Art is complicated, but if there's
anything we can learn from "Behind the Music", it's that the art itself
is only the beginning. Make art with any value, and you're immediately
surrounded by action. Managing that action can be tough. It's
treacherous enough that even savvy, stable artists wind up ruined-- by
trusting the wrong people, or making the wrong decisions. The art is one
problem; the business is another one entirely.
Daniel Johnston isn't surrounded by a
pop star's buzzing machine; he's not actually "famous." But his art is
valuable. His much-loved songs, recorded largely at home, have gotten
him as far as a weird, ill-fated contract with Atlantic Records; his
notebook-sized Magic Marker drawings sometimes sell for thousands of
dollars each. The action that stems from that is even more complicated
than usual, because Daniel just isn't capable of attending to business.
The reasons why are familiar to his fans, and-- following a recent cover
story in The New York Times Arts section-- any number of others.
He's 44 years old and has spent most of his life struggling with bipolar
disorder. He's been hospitalized, repeatedly; he's had breakdowns and
episodes and scares; at his worst, he's come very close to being
responsible for people's deaths. He relies on the care of his family for
everyday living-- never mind making a career in the arts. His work is
valuable, but it's less like a business and more like a natural
resource: He makes it, and probably always will, and a whole lot of
action goes into figuring out what happens after that.
Which means that Daniel's surrounded by
the same machinery as any star, only on a weird miniature scale, and
with all the actors curiously replaced. Instead of slick managers and
unctuous handlers, Daniel has his family: mostly his father, Bill, and
his older brother, Dick. Instead of shady groupies and coattail riders,
Daniel has art dealers, some of whom the Johnstons claim have taken
personal advantage of both Daniel and his work. On some level, the
routine down here in the Marriott lobby feels like some sketched-in
version of meeting a pop star-- right down to the part where the
entourage is finished gathering and Dick runs upstairs to fetch Daniel
from his room.
Strange, too, when the man of the hour
steps off the elevator looking the way we now know him: paunchy, older
than his years, faintly cherubic. He's wearing the usual drawstring
sweatpants and track jacket; his gray hair is mussed and his eyebrows
shoot everywhere. His medication gives him noticeable tremors in both
arms, something you'd never guess from looking at his drawings. If you
saw him on the street, you might assume he was homeless, a conclusion
several people will leap to later tonight. It's not so far off: If not
for Daniel's family, there's every chance he'd be going through the same
cycles of institutionalization and homelessness as some other mentally
ill people.
There's a lot going on with Daniel
right now, so tonight's entourage is not exactly small. When I showed
up, Dick Johnston-- whom Daniel titles "my assistant manager with my
dad"-- was chatting with the publicist for The Devil and Daniel
Johnston, a documentary that's set to premier at the end of March.
Nearby sat Jordy Trachtenberg, of the digital distributor Orchard Music,
along with his girlfriend; Jordy's involved with a compilation of
Daniel's songs that'll be released in April, with the title Welcome
to My World. Cruising toward us in that limo are Elizabeth Burke,
Abby Messitte, and others from the Clementine Gallery in Chelsea, which
will host a show of Daniel's drawings in two weeks. And once we reach
the Whitney, Daniel will meet with a stream of other parties: curators,
patrons, museum donors, owners of his work, fans, the reporter who wrote
that Times cover story, half of Sonic Youth-- even some guy who,
strangely enough, really wants Daniel to come check out some show having
something to do with the Brian Jonestown Massacre. It is, according to
the Times, "Daniel Johnston Month" up here.
No one thought Daniel would make it to
New York for any of this. Just after Thanksgiving of last year, he ran
into a serious health problem-- a kidney infection that reduced him to a
coma-like state. It's possible that the medication he takes to control
his bipolar disorder had been taking its toll on his body in other ways.
He and his family both told the Times he wouldn't be here. But
here he is, in a good, mellow mood, conversing about some of his
interests: smoking, making music, the Beatles, and cola, like the
strange one he got at lunch. "It was a real heavy glass, it weighed like
a ton. It was really weird. They brought me a hamburger and a Coca-Cola
that was like a weightlifting Coca-Cola."
And then the limo arrives, and we're
ready to go.
///
A week later, I head to a screening of
The Devil and Daniel Johnston, a Sundance Award-winning
documentary by Jeff Feuerzeig. Stephen Holden of the Times, on
the other hand, wrote the film off as "fawning," amid some talk of "fans
who confuse brilliance with madness" and "a tendency in the United
States to equate weirdness with artistic brilliance."
Turns out the film is fawning,
but mostly by omission. Everyone interviewed, apart from Daniel's own
family, has a story to tell about first hearing Johnston's home-recorded
cassette albums. But the story is always the same: "I was blown away." A
work of genius, they say. The typical line is that Daniel's songs are
just as special as the Beatles and Bob Dylan songs they draw on, just
less professional in their performance and recording. There are
countless ways in which this is true: The best of his songs can be just
as musically limber and lyrically well spoken as any. But claiming to
have spotted that stuff straight off means skipping over the countless
things about Daniel that just aren't like Dylan or the Beatles--
the strange yelping voice, the cruddy tape-recorder studio, the
sometimes harrowing performances, or the unguarded bluntness of the
words. It means skipping over what a lot of people are surely getting
out of those records, and it means skipping over a lot of what those
records give us: the sound of a young man with a chord organ in his
brother's garage, singing strange songs into a tape recorder.
It's a funny omission. Several people
here make reference to the "myth" of Johnston; they just never stop to
wonder why that myth connects with people. What Feuerzeig offers is
mostly a timeline of the myth itself, as mapped out by a shocking number
of recorded documents. It's astounding how much of Daniel's life has
been recorded, whether by himself or by others, and it certainly
benefits this film.
The first stop is Daniel's West
Virginia childhood, where we see a kid's total immersion in art: He
draws pictures, reads comics, plays the piano, listens to records, makes
Super-8 films with his brother. In fact, he won't do anything else--
won't do his chores, won't get a job, always only the art. Some here
look to mythologize that immersion, but I'm not so sure; I keep thinking
of one of my favorite novels, Edwin Mullhouse, which speaks
beautifully to the solemn importance of child-art to the child. When
Daniel's Christian parents yell back about his indolence-- his mother
calling him "unproductive," asking why he wastes all his time on
"Satanic" drawings that "pollute the minds of young people"-- it all
seems even more normal. Everyone wants him to get off his ass and do
something worthwhile; he just wants to stay immersed in his world of
notebook doodling, comic books, writing little songs, and dreaming of
being a famous artist. How many kids are having that argument even as
you read this?
The difference between those kids and
Daniel, though, turns out to be the illness, which starts creeping up in
his late teenage years. He goes off to college to study art, but he
can't take care of himself-- he misses his classes, seems dazed, and
eventually gets sent home. At another school, he falls madly in love
with a girl who turns out to be engaged-- he doesn't look like he'll
ever graduate, and gets brought home again. His parents send him to
Texas to live with his brother and look for work-- he takes a tape
recorder into the garage and records an album. He gets moved over to his
sister's house, but he buys a moped and runs off to sell corn dogs with
a traveling carnival. And eventually he lands in Austin, Texas, working
at McDonald's and trying to get everyone to listen to his tapes.
It's not hard to guess what this
mythology offers: For everyone who put away the doodles and got a job,
Daniel is a dream of the opposite. Live vicariously through him, and you
get to believe in the great artist who runs away on a speeding
motorcycle; you get to look at it all as destiny, not as a giant risk
you're too psychologically healthy to take. Jordy Trachtenberg, in the
Whitney, puts it a different way: "I think we all have some kind of
calling in life, but the harsh reality wins out. Daniel wins by default,
because what other choice does he have? It pours out of him every which
way, a song or a drawing." And when I ask Daniel if there's any job, any
other job, he's ever thought would be interesting to have, he replies,
"I've worked jobs before, but I don't want to. I worked at McDonald's. I
don't want to work jobs no more. I'm an artist." When did he decide
that? "All my life. I didn't want to work. I expected to be an artist. I
finally made it."
And what does it mean for us to assign
Daniel that myth? What does it mean for Daniel to embrace it? It's easy
to look at Daniel's art as pure, something natural and unmediated, and
in ways that's true-- but in ways it isn't. Daniel picked up the myth of
the exceptional artist from the world, not the other way around. What
effect does that have? Louis Black, editor of the Austin Chronicle,
talks in the film about the moment when he and others first decided to
have Daniel institutionalized, fretting about being the sort of person
who would put van Gogh in a mental hospital. What we don't see is much
wondering about whether it'd have been better for van Gogh, if not art
history, to get treatment. Thirty minutes later, Black is explaining how
Daniel began to deliberately go off his medication a few weeks before
performances, knowing the edge it would bring to the show. He did this
before a 1990 appearance at the South by Southwest festival, and we see
footage of the show here: It's riveting. Then again, so are the photos
of Bill Johnston's wrecked airplane, which Daniel brought down. On the
way home to West Virginia, he killed the engine mid-flight and threw the
key out of the window.
The main thing you get from the
documentary, if you're anything like me, is just plain depressed. It's
tough to watch a person be ill, especially when you met him a week ago
and saw him happy. It's just as tough to see how that's affected
everyone around him: As much as the art has thrilled many, the real
Daniel has required a lot of sacrifice and put people thought a lot of
difficult times. Feuerzeig seems to understand this, and instead of
leaving us with a feel-good conclusion-- Daniel, happy now in Texas,
living peacefully with his parents-- he throws in something extra: The
realization that Bill and Mabel Johnston are spending the last years of
their lives still taking care of their child.
Daniel, I'm told, had a hard time
sitting through the documentary. When I ask him about it, he laughs
pleasantly, covers his face, and tells me it was just plain
embarrassing; he doesn't even remember a lot of the stuff in it. He
tells me he's seen it twice, but Dick only counts one of those
viewings-- Daniel couldn't make it through the other one. "He was
squirming at some parts," Dick says. "And I try to say it's okay, Dan,
that was a long time ago, it's all gone. But they have the camera on him
when he's totally out of his head. 'Can we go on to another scene now?'
No, the camera's gonna stay on him while he's acting like a lunatic. So
I grieve for him in that regard. It's an uncomfortable thing for him to
watch."
Daniel mentions one part in particular,
a song he sings about Mountain Dew: "I don't remember doing that at
all." It turns out that the recording in question comes from a period
when he was institutionalized. It's a jingle for Mountain Dew-- how all
the patients drink it, how it'll save them from sin. It is, without
question, funny. Cut to Daniel's former manager, Jeff Tartakov, who hits
the punch line, saying he sent it to the Pepsi Corporation and never
heard back. Funny and wonderful, yes, but it's also a symptom of a very
serious illness, which raises a whole lot of hard-to-answer questions
about exactly how interesting you want to find it.
///
Daniel is much, much better these days.
He lives in a limited world, and there are plenty of ways in which he's
a lot less functional than the rest of us. But he's mentally ill, not
mentally challenged: At his most communicative, he's sharp, witty,
friendly, and fun. Once he's in that limousine, headed toward the
Whitney, drinking Mountain Dew from the bar, he's practically a
comedian, goofing around with Jordy's girlfriend: "Here I am with Carly
Simon-- she keeps telling me I'm vain. I mean, with a limo like this,
and all these people, and the Mountain Dew, how can I be vain? And this
is rich people's Mountain Dew. When I buy Mountain Dew it's from an old
broken-down gas station."
His tone is exactly the sort that most
artists have to remind themselves to fake: It's as if he has a good
sense of his cult renown, but remains unaffected by it. He lives, after
all, in a small Texan town, next door to his parents, interacting mostly
with his family. How much difference does "fame" make there? "He can get
it out of his system and make fun of himself in that way," says Dick.
"Or he just realizes that in the scheme of things, you're fooling
yourself if you go on too much about it. You might as well laugh and be
done with it."
Dick's a big part of that, too.
Whenever people seem to be turning Daniel into any kind of mythic
figure, or walking on eggshells over his condition, Dick turns into a
standard-issue big brother and deflates the whole thing. When someone in
the limo reminds Daniel again that this is "a big night," Dick brushes
it aside: "A big night for him means we get to order pizza." It seems at
first like he's cutting his brother down to size, but after a while it
begins to feel like he's doing something much nicer-- reasserting the
comforting everyday order of Daniel's home life. "He's not come up to
speed in his mind," says Dick. "As much as I try to describe to him
what's transpired and what's getting ready to happen, the next minute
it's 'Oh, can we stop and get a smoke.' It's of passing interest to him,
because that's not what his world is made up of."
As with a lot of people in this
situation, you can tell how close someone is to Daniel by how willing
they are to tease him about his behavior. Jordy Trachtenberg, who's
accompanied Daniel on foreign tours, is the same way, happily telling
stories and prompting Daniel to fill in the funny parts. "Remember when
we were in that Applebee's in Virginia, and you stood up and asked a
waitress who just happened to be across the room for a Coke?"
(Daniel does a mock sheepish look: "Yeah, well, I don't get out much.")
"Remember when we went record shopping? And what did you do? You bought
the same Beatles bootleg from five different stores, didn't you?"
The folks at the Whitney, of course,
are as gentle, accommodating, and professional as you'd expect, from the
interns working at the artists' entrance to the string of curatorial
types who emerge to say hello-- all of them terrifically pleased that
Daniel's made it here. Daniel, for his part, is just as professional,
happily shaking hands, saying his thanks, introducing everyone to his
brother. Daniel, in fact, seems less affected by the atmosphere we've
stepped into than I am-- "big night" though I knew this was, I hadn't
anticipated that it would be arty, wealthy, and exclusive enough to
leave me feeling like a bit of a yokel.
The biennial crowd turns out to be a
lot like Los Angeles in general-- the sort of thing that throws you off
balance by conforming to every stereotype you've ever come across on bad
TV. A lot of attendees look ready to report to Central Casting: Older
Upper East Side women with expensive faces. Men dressed like tycoons who
seem to be appraising the art and the people both. Adults who look like
Tim Burton characters. Gaggles of fabulous young folks. Even a man
wearing a pince-nez and resting in a motorized wheelchair so futuristic
it seems like it should be manufacturing cars; I almost hope it's an
affectation. Some skater kids slouch by, being young turks; one of them
shuffles along clutching his side like a junkie, then stops when he
realizes no one's paying attention. There's plenty of star power from
just outside the art world, as well-- David Byrne, DJ Spooky, Kim Gordon
and Thurston Moore, Taylor Meade, Momus. The last two are actually part
of the show.
Daniel meets Phillipe Vergne, one of
the show's curators. He has his picture taken with a major donor. He's
reintroduced to Randy Kennedy, who wrote last week's Times
article, but he's a little confused on the timeline: "Didn't you come
down to Texas to see me, a couple years ago?" The folks from Daniel's
gallery have social and professional obligations around here, and set
off to work the room; Dick, Jordy, and Daniel move quickly along to the
drawings, which are somewhere on the second floor.
///
Daniel's colorful drawings are executed
in Magic Marker on regular-sized notebook paper, with speech bubbles and
title text floating around the central figures. They're cartoonish, both
in the drawing style and in their content-- many of them feel like
individual panels from a larger story. Johnston defines them as "amateur
art," despite his formal training. When he says "amateur art," he's just
describing what he likes: "Doodles, nervous drawings, things like that."
What separates Daniel's drawings from
just plain "doodles," though, is the consistency of their themes and
concerns. In all of Daniel's art, sketched or recorded, there is an
ongoing battle between good and evil. Many of his drawings feature a
Daniel-like character called Joe the Boxer, who's missing the top
quarter of his head, and is often seen boxing a many-eyed, tentacled
creature called Vile Corrupt. Heroes are a recurring theme, including
Captain America, one of Daniel's long-time fixations. Hell appears and
reappears. So do gunboats, swastikas, military men, and other signs of
war. As Daniel told Pitchfork a few years ago, "Good triumphs over
evil... World War II, for instance, who won that war? America!"
One of the drawings at the Whitney
depicts a uniformed man, draped in American flags, giving what looks
like a Nazi salute. The text above his head reads "God Bless America";
the text below his feet reads "Fear Yourself." Another shows three
skeletal figures writhing in fire; the title text reads, "In hell there
are no friends." Daniel talks about that one tonight: "That's probably
not true," he says. "That may be a little drastic."
In just as many drawings, though,
there's peace. They're filled with jokes, bright-yellow ducks, visions
of love, and whimsical compositions. They're lively and friendly. The
art is defiantly not the work of a tormented mind-- it's the work of a
guy who believes strongly in good, believes strongly in pain, and
believes strongly in fun.
The Whitney's press release classes
Daniel Johnston among artists who offer "an archaeology of the present
in which irony and critical distance convey a disgruntled relationship
with the tired models dominating our media-driven environment." Fair
enough, for a quick press release brush-over, but tonight it seems
completely wrong. The "irony and critical distance" might be down to an
author-is-dead approach, but the last bit is backward. Daniel's
inspirations feel older and more media-dominated that anyone's: He's in
love with Captain America, the Beatles, and Casper the Friendly Ghost.
And when it comes to disseminating art, his relationship with the media
is a whole lot more curious than that. When an MTV crew came to Austin
in the mid-80s, Johnston went out of his way to bluff his way into their
presence-- he wanted to be on television, because that meant making it.
Apart from stuff like that, it's as if he's blissfully indifferent to
the whole idea of mediated art: He wants the amateur stuff, the doodles,
the teenage world where a person just makes stuff and hands it to
someone else directly.
///
Jordy Trachtenberg, the music
distributor, is big and buzzcut, with a booming presence and an
immediate earnestness; two minutes into talking with him, you already
get the feeling he'd back you up in a fight. That vibe-- loyal,
protective-- is surely a lot of why the Johnston family trusts him with
Daniel's affairs. Just as important is the way he's willing to let them
call the shots. "They're not music-industry people," he says. "So
sometimes the decisions they make will seem strange. But I have to trust
what they think is best." The protectiveness comes out, too: He's happy
he'll be in Austin for the South by Southwest festival when Daniel's
gallery show opens, because he'd rather not find himself in the same
room as certain collectors.
Jordy's lived in New York for a couple
of decades. Dick Johnston, of course, has not. He looks about a decade
younger than his 51 years, and has the close-trimmed goatee, gray
blazer, and crossed-arm conversational stance of the red-state
professionals I grew up around. The red/blue cultural divide is, to be
sure, a phony one, and here in New York, in the center of this glitzy
crowd, Dick seems entirely comfortable, if occasionally amused. When
Rufus Wainwright creates a stir a few feet away, Dick just remarks that
"those are some pants he's wearing."
At the same time, though, Dick seems
keen on reminding me where he and Daniel are coming from, especially
when the subject is religion. When I say that he and his brother were
raised "very Christian," he's taken aback by the modifier: "Very
Christian? Christian," he corrects. I'd read allegations of art dealers
sneaking in to see Daniel when his parents are off at church, but when I
ask Daniel if he ever goes to church with them, Dick laughs: "That one
always takes the moderns by surprise." The last time I heard the word
used that way was in the Julie Andrews version of Thoroughly Modern
Millie.
Religious themes-- and that
good-versus-evil stuff-- are all over Daniel's art. Dick takes them very
seriously, and Daniel certainly does, too. "Jeff Feuerzeig once said, 'I
think Satan is a metaphor to Daniel, of his illness,'" says Dick. "And I
said, 'Well, Daniel really believes in Satan, and so do I.' Lots of
people suppress the fact that there's a battle going on in you. He never
tries to pretend that there isn't. And that's uncomfortable for some
people. But the day we start saying we don't have a battle is the day
we've lost to the dark side."
He tells me I should probably ask
Daniel about his own religion, but he has stories, too. "When Dan was
coming in and out of consciousness in the hospital, when he was first
waking up, he'd say, 'I need God's help.' And I'd say, 'You're getting
it.' You have to see the art to understand his view of reality. I know
the public world, the popular world, is very comfortable in their
unspiritualized view of living. And that's a shame. They have a
misunderstanding about the word 'spirit.' I agree with Dan's
perspective, and I think he's stayed true to that perspective."
Daniel's take on it is short and
understated: "Yeah, we believe in God. We went to church all our lives.
We still do." At the absolute depths of his mental problems, that
religion provided the cues for Daniel's delusions: He sensed demons
everywhere and obsessed over the devil. Religion was the raw matter--
the deep beliefs-- the madness had to work with.
///
There's comfort in being a part of
Daniel's crew tonight-- this guy, after all, is supposed to be
somewhat removed from the big-city art world, so you can be, too. He's
good company; it's especially fun to watch him take note of other
people's art, which happens mostly with the various video installments.
For a while, Daniel ducks into the room where they're showing Francesco
Vezzoli's star-packed movie-trailer take on Caligula. Dick follows, but
leaves when he sees a woman on screen fellating a strap-on. Daniel
watches for two or three minutes, then exits abruptly. A New York
Times art critic will soon agree with his reaction, pointing out
that the piece is a "one-note gag."
Daniel notices music. Our conversation,
post-"Caligula", is mostly about Michelle Phillips' appearance in the
film. "I love the Mamas and the Papas," he says. "But they always were
like a G-rated group, so it's kind of shocking to see that." Later on,
across the room, he seems to grow agitated and withdrawn, staring down
at his shockingly white sneakers, mumbling and frowning. I try to catch
his attention by pointing out the version of "Subterranean Homesick
Blues" coming from a nearby room: "You like Bob Dylan, right?" He
doesn't seem to hear me, so I step back and let him think, wondering if
all the commotion is starting to get to him. A few minutes later,
though, he turns to me: "Is this a real Bob Dylan bootleg? It's like
he's working on that song." Here I am asking him about it while he's
busy listening.
When a Whitney employee asks him who
his favorite artists of the night were, he says "Sonic Youth were here."
Which they were-- or at least Kim and Thurston. Daniel's worked with
them before, so I flagged down Kim; after telling them both how much he
loved A Thousand Leaves, Daniel says he'd love to work with Sonic
Youth again. "Or even just you and me," says Thurston. A week later, in
Feuerzeig's documentary, I'll see footage of what happened the last time
Daniel and Sonic Youth hooked up-- members of the band driving around
New Jersey, searching for a lost and unbalanced Johnston so they could
put him on a bus and get him back home to his family.
Daniel definitely wants to work on
music again. These days, he plays with some kids from his town in Texas,
in an act called Danny and the Nightmares. In the limo on the way over,
he was thinking grand again, talking about a collaboration he'd done
with the band Sparklehorse: "They asked me right away, they said we can
record another album. I said that's great, yeah, so I started writing
songs, and it's been like two years now, and I have it ready to do, and
I'd like to record another album with Sparklehorse."
"You never know," said Jordy. "Anything
can happen."
///
Drawing pictures, though, seems like a
better life for an aging Johnston. It's something he can do at home, at
his own pace; he just hands the results over to his father and brother,
who number and catalog them for exhibit or sale. Compare that process to
the one involved in making music: dealing with collaborators, with
studios and labels, and toughest of all, being asked to perform and
tour, something that takes a significant toll even on young, healthy
people.
But the art comes with issues, too.
Even Daniel's "lesser" drawings can fetch prices running up over one
thousand dollars, and his inclusion in the Whitney biennial will
undoubtedly push that value up even more. The Johnston family sees that
as an opportunity for Daniel to support himself and pay for his care. In
the world at large, though, the art is inevitably a commodity-- and the
Johnstons have had problems with at least two collectors, both of whom
they claim have tried to acquire Daniel's art behind their backs.
One of them is Tartakov, who appears at
length in The Devil and Daniel Johnston. Tartakov has been
essential to a lot of the things Daniel's accomplished. His label
released many of Daniel's early recordings, he organized some of the
showings that originally brought Daniel's artwork to people's attention,
and he was very nearly the one who landed Daniel a major-label record
deal. Just as that deal was looking like a possibility, though, Daniel
dropped Tartakov as his manager, something that seems to have hurt
Tartakov badly. The picture we get in Feuerzeig's documentary, in fact,
is that of a person who made a bad business decision-- investing time
and energy into an artist who just couldn't be counted on to stay
productive, loyal, or even reasonable-- and has spent years trying to
salvage whatever he can from it. On one message board devoted to
Daniel's art and music, he seems exactly that resigned, calmly and
politely engaging with fans even as many of them treat him as the
villain of the story.
With both Tartakov and Jeff Brivic,
owner of the biggest collection of Daniel's art, the Johnston family's
main concern seems fairly simple: They want all business dealings to run
through them. Dick says that Daniel, like anyone, just wants to be
liked. He's friendly and generous, and he knows that his drawings are
one of the few valuable things he can give people. He's this way with
his family, as well. Dick tells a story about stopping by Daniel's house
to drop off groceries and clean up, and having a slightly guilty-looking
Daniel offer him some drawings in return: He just wants to feel like
he's contributing something. The problem is that while Daniel knows his
drawings have value, his exact notions of value can be a little
confused. "If you ask him which he would rather have, a hundred dollars
or a Coke," says Dick, "well, it depends on whether or not he's
thirsty."
///
After a couple hours at the Whitney,
Daniel's tired-- and hungry, and thirsty, and craving a cigarette. The
entourage moves to a restaurant further uptown, where Daniel has his
third hamburger of the day. Once we're done eating, he heads outside for
a cigarette, and I tag along. A woman comes down Madison Avenue walking
a puppy, looking skeptically at Daniel as we pet it. But with his
stomach full and the night's action behind him, Daniel is in the best
shape of the entire evening-- happy, talkative, and totally lucid,
fake-boxing with Jordy and telling me all about the amateurism he wants
in his art. The Magic Markers, he says, go all the way back to his
youth: His parents would give him a set every Christmas, and he'd draw
them dry. As for the albums: "No matter what people might say, my
records are pretty amateurish. Who would have ever thought of anything
as ridiculous as an album recorded on a chord organ?"
"That was a great night," he says. "You
can tell people appreciate it-- they're whole hog with the limo, and all
the pretty girls at the party. There was that one girl who looked like
someone from 'Saturday Night Live'." This has been one of the evening's
running themes: Daniel says Abby Messitte, from the gallery, looks like
someone from SNL, and despite all the night's guessing (Julia
Louis-Dreyfuss? Molly Shannon?), it'll take me a few days to figure out
that he must mean Mary Gross. "What day is it?" he asks. "Is today
Saturday?"
It's Tuesday, I say.
"Feels like a Saturday," he says, "with
all this partying going on."
And he's right again, kind of-- it's
Mardi Gras. |